The weather is pretty much the same as yesterday. Rainy, cold and dank.
I am about to lose what is left of my mind. I need to be resting, YES, I know this. I still have a hacking cough and my head is splitting in two. My entire body is aching. But, as horrible as I feel something inside of me is feeling jumpy.
I’m not smoking. Before you start saying how wonderful I am………. It’s only because I have no cigarettes. I am still foolish. But the good news is I don’t have access to a car. So I guess that I am on a forced “kick the smoking habit!” It’s probably a good idea. Don’t you think? LOL
That is unless someone comes to visit and they happen to have a pack of cigarettes. I never said I was strong. I can only try. If I see a cigarette, well only a smoker knows
what the deal is. Please no lectures. Fighing one thing at a time, thank you.
Well, off to rest!!! Is that thunder I hear.
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4 comments:
Lu sweetie, I am torn -- I hate that your body needs the smokes and therefore you are suffering withdrawal from them -- but oh how I long for the good that could come to you if you could stop them permanently!
I am asking the Lord to help you right now.
loving you
karyl
Boy do I understand the smoking struggle. My prayers are with you, honey.
Lu,
I'm not going to lecture you on smoking. You know how I feel about it. I am so proud that you went without!!! Keep it up. I know you can do it! I know you can!! Plus, I may be coming to visit and my pleurisy is so bad that I can't be around it. Little incentive, maybe?
Love you,
Su. : )
Sending healing prayers your way.
(((((HUGS))))) Love, Loretta
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