Saturday, July 16, 2005

It's sad being alone most of the time.  Like you don't even use your voice.  I'm very angry at being sick.  I do need to build up my energy and get my life back in order.  I'm just tired of all of this.  And, it's up to me to do something about it.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Lu dear, yes it is hard to be sick and spend lots of time alone. I wish I could give you a gentle hug in person dear, and we could sit down together and talk.
loving you
karyl

Anonymous said...

{{{{{I'm here sending hugs!!!}}}}}
Linda

Anonymous said...

Luanne,  I found your blog again after 7 months offline.  Where God guides, He provides.  Not that I'm happy by any stretch that you are in a frump,flare,fighting desperately to hold on and hang in.  But I know where you are at, and I'm right there with you.  This is a lifelong grieving process I've come to believe.  We'll always have these passing periods of peril, tormented tears due to lonliness (sp?), times of talking to ourself just to hear our own voice again, entire days in bed or on the couch cuz our strength, our energy and our courage has taken leave.  But we always have The Word of our Creator, the peace He gives us that does pass all understanding.  And what is truly up to you to do is to hold fast to that Word my dear sister.  Be gentle with yourself, give permission to recuperate as long as it takes, this too shall pass and that's not just a cliche'.  So hang on, prayers are flying up to be the wind beneath your wings.

Sherrilee

Anonymous said...

{{{{ Luanne }}}}}

I am so sorry...I have been away from the puter for a few days, just read this and had to give you a big cyber hug.  Being sick SUCKS.  Period.  But, I am here for you as much as I can be, so email if you need to reach out.

Hang in there...

Dawn