MEMORIAL DAY

Memorial Day, or Decoration Day as it was first called, was officially proclaimed on May 5, 1868, by Major General John Alexander Logan, commander in chief of the Grand Army of the Republic (GAR).

 "The 30th day of May 1868 is designated for the purpose of strewing with flowers or otherwise decorating the graves of comrades, who died in defense of their country during the late rebellion, and whose bodies now lie in almost every city, village, and hamlet church yard in the land… We should guard their graves with sacred vigilance, all that the consecrated wealth and toils of the nation can add to their adornment and security, is but a fitting tribute to the memory of her slain defenders... If other eyes grow dull, and other hands black, and other hearts cold, in the solemn trust, ours shall keep it well as long as the light, and warmth, of life remain to us. Let us, then, at the time appointed gather around their sacred remains, and garland the passionless mounds above them with the choicest flowers of Springtime: let us raise above them the dear old flag they saved from dishonor."  (To read the entire article go to...http://www.macungie.org/memorial_history.html

 

Most people have BBQs or picnics during this three-day weekend.  To many it just symbolizes the start of summer.

 

Memorial Day is much more than a three-day weekend that marks the beginning of summer. Memorial Day has a history stretching back all the way to the Civil War, is an important reminder of those who died in the service of our country.  It's a tribute to those lost men and women who fought to protect the United States of America.  They fought so that we may continue to enjoy the freedom our forefathers fought so hard to establish.

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SHINE YOUR LIGHT

It's my journal and I like to share things.  Here are the lyrics to the movie Ladder 49.  If you haven't seen it, I suggest you do. 

Shine Your Light

Robbie Robertson Lyrics

The cry of the city like a siren's song
Wailing over the rooftops the

whole night long
Saw a shooting star like a diamond in the sky
Must be someone's soul passing by

These are the streets
Where we used to run where your Papa's from
These are the days
Where you become what you become
These are the streets
Where the story's told
The truth unfolds
Darkness settles in

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength
To carry on, carry on

Don't wanna be a hero
Just an everyday man
Trying to do the job the very best he can
But now it's like living on borrowed time
Out on the rim, over the line
Always tempting fate like a game of chance
Never wanna stick around

to the very last dance
Sometimes i stumble and take a hard fall
Loose(?) hold your grip off the wall

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
Carry on

I thought i saw him walking by

the side of the road
Maybe trying to find his way home

He's here but not here
He's gone but not gone
Just hope he knows if I get lost

Shine your light down on me
Lift me up so i can see
Shine your light when you're gone
Give me the strength to carry on
To carry on

 

Ten Things That Make Me Smile!!

I read this here......my journey with Multiple Sclerosis this morning and thought I would remember the things that make me smile.  She wrote a wonderful entry and I suggest that you check her journal out. 

It made me realize that things are the way they are and I need to remember the things that make me smile. 

So here are the TOP TEN Things that make me smile.

Ten Things That Make Me Smile

          1)         Jesus

2)         My husband, Gary.

3)         The taste of my husband’s kisses.

4)         My children……..’Nuff said

5)         Talking to my Mother.  Seeing her brings a bigger smile on my face. 

6)         Spending time with my brother and his family.  I love those girls.

7)         Waking up in the morning and watching the trees outside my bedroom window sway in the wind. 

8)         Nuzzling my face into my husband’s chest hairs.

9)         Memories of my Grandparents.

10)   Having a non-Lupus day. 

 

This is a wonderful exercise.  I suggest doing it if you are feeling down.  Today I am not feeling that bad.  I've been happy, happy, happy......

 

1 Timothy 5:24-25

Some men's sins are open beforehand, going before to judgment; and some men they follow after.

Likewise also the good works of some are manifest beforehand; and they that are otherwise cannot be hid.

1 Timothy 5:24-25

The Trees

From my bedroom and living room windows I have a beautiful view of trees.  I love to watch these trees especially on a windy day.  There is something about watching the branches sway with the wind that mesmerizes me.  These days I am pretty much homebound.  As many of you know I really don't drive anymore.  And, I have been having more bad days than good ones lately.  When I do have a good day I used to overdue it.  Gary would lecture me about this.  And, he is right.  I would always pay for it in the long run.  I would make believe that I wasn't sick on those days.  Now I have learned that I need to pace myself. 

Monday and Thursdays are my best days most of the time.  This is the case on an average week.  On Monday evenings I take my weekly immuno suppressant med, Methotrexate.  Once it gets into my system I start experiencing the side effects.  Nausea and diarrhea.  It's not a pretty sight.  My body looks terrible.  I feel terrible.    This is when I enjoy the trees.

I didn't notice it until the other day.  I was in bed most of Tuesday and watched the trees between dozing off or trying to make it to the bathroom

I’m trying not to let this situation upset me anymore but on days when I can’t move out of my bed it’s a hard task to accomplish.  My legs have been bothering me lately too.  From the knee down on my left leg and my entire right leg from hip to toe.  Or the continuing bouts of costoncondritis.  I have been having this now almost every day. 

You know some people can’t quite grasp the concept of being ill.  I’m told that I should keep my chin up.  I’m told that I should not dwell on my illness.  But it’s just so very hard to do when you feel sick most of the time

What can I say?  I’m trying……

 

 

MY TATTOO

Here it is......... my bunny tattoo..........

 

UNSTABLE, IT MAKES ME ANGRY

I'm really very sick.  I have bronchitis plus all the other nifty stuff that goes along with my flares. Been trying to even muster enough energy to get in the shower.  My coumadin levels are unstable again.  The doctors think that this is what happens when I start to flare.  Because when I do I take more pain meds and go on antibiotics.  These meds play havoc with the coumadin in my body.      We have decided that it's time for me to see a specialist in the city.  I am dragging my heels on this because I am worried as to how I am going to get back and forth to my appointments.  Now when I need to see the doctor I just call and he sees me right away.  A doctor in the city will do the same I am sure but it won't be so easy for me to get there at the drop of a hat.  My primary care doc said just see the specialist and use him as a second opinion sort of thing.  It's worth thinking about.  I am just feeling so horrible.