Tuesday, November 14, 2006

It seems that all I do lately is complain about the way I feel.  I just can't get back to some sort of tolerable existence.  This is also affecting my mood.  I am snippy and short with people.  I am in so much pain I don't know what do to or how to deal with it.

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

I wish I had something that would help.  But, I can offer you a very gentle hug and nice cup of tea and a shoulder to lean on and an ear to bend.

I am here if you just need to vent or anything.

Hugs my friend

Deb

Anonymous said...

It's very easy for me, from a few thousand miles away, to suggest to go to the doctor and all that. Think it's more than that though. Keep on venting on here, Lu-Anne, it might help.

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Anonymous said...

Hi Luanne,
You don't know me as I havn't written to your blog before, but I was directed here and just want to say you are never alone, just hang on in there. One day ---maybe even tomorrow you will wake up and feel much better. Till then just take it a minute at a time
God Bless   Sybil

Anonymous said...

Luanne, I'd say you have every reason and right to complain, and being brave enough to admit to pain and all that goes with it makes for one very brave person.  God bless you for your courage.  CATHY

Anonymous said...

Guido asked me to visit. Wanted to let you know you have LOTS of support here in J-Land. We are your neighbors & friends, we care about our own. Please know you can complain all you want, sometimes it helps just to vent. I'll have you in my prayers, & if you need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on, I'm onle an email away. {{ }}
Blessings,
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Anonymous said...

its ok to vent:) sometimes you just need to complain

Deb

Anonymous said...

I went down through your entries, and you write extremely well about what is happening to you.  Very clearly. I think this is a service to the world, even if it cannot assauge your pain.  I am going home to think about you and your illness.  I am going to try to think about why some people have to endure so much pain.  I think the least I can do is come and see how you are.  Register my presence and say that I am concerned, even though you are a stranger to me.  I am moved.  I want to help you, if giving you some attention will help the tiniest little bit.  Gerry  (75)

Anonymous said...

Hi Lu,

I'm so sorry to hear that the pain is still so bad. I thought the patch was helping some. The pain has taken over in your life and is driving you up the wall so complaining is a normal thing. You must go back to the pain doctor again. There just has to be something he can do. If you have to sit on his doorstep so be it. I live in Long Island Lu and I will come sit with you. My Lupus is milder and can not imagine being in pain all the time. Lu you are in my prayers always.
((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))eileen

Anonymous said...

Could you dream of how crazy you would be going right now if you could not vent...I for one am glad that you let it out..if not it would just eat you up..I do alot of complain on my journal...if i didn't I would never be able to get it out...No one seems to care here.LOL...but I want you to know I care a lot about you and am praying for you on a daily!  I hope that you get some comfort and soon..I am gonna see the doctor about the patch myself...hugs,TerryAnn

Anonymous said...

{{{ Luanne }}}  I am so sorry to hear this!  Chronic pain is awful... I know.  What about a pain clinic?  Maybe methadone?  I have heard that it has helped many people with chronic pain get a more life... and that is what we all want, right?  I am praying for you...

be well,
Dawn