LONELY

I'm depressed.

There is no doubt about it.

I have no energy or desire to do anything.

Why?  Can I blame it on Lupus?  I dunno.

Partly, I guess.

It's such a vicious circle living with a chronic debilitating illness.

I am so very lonely.

 

Conundrums

I'm tired.

I'm always tired.

I can't always sleep.

If I did that I would spend all my time sleeping.

There is more to life than sleeping, right?

If I don't get the sleep my body requires then I won't be capable of doing all the more to life stuff.

Don't you just love conundrums?

Good Morning!!!

I know that I haven't been writing much lately.

I've been having some major cognitive events.  It's weird because it comes and goes.  I feel like I can't put a thought together and then I am ok.

Strange.

My hips are still not better.  There is no more reddness, but boy do they hurt.  My knee, which wasn't as bad still hurts too.

My feet and calves are swollen again.  And, I am still taking Lasix!

On a better note, I am having a lot of fun maintaining my EBay store.  It's called OCCUPY MY TIME.  Here is the link http://stores.ebay.com/OCCUPY-MY-TIME_W0QQssPageNameZl2QQtZkm.

I just love it.  Check it out.  I sell all sorts of nifty things.  I'm adding new stuff all the time.

Well, that's it for now.

Hugs, Lu

TRY THIS

I FOUND THIS IN DAWN'S JOURNAL.  I WOULD SUPPLY THE LINK BUT I CAN'T GET THE LITTLE HEART TO APPEAR HERE WHEN I TRY TO MOVE IT.  OH WELL.  CHECK OUT THE SIDE OF MY JOURNAL FOR THE LINK TO HER JOURNAL.

Anyone else want to do it?  Just copy and paste and change to your answers.
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I Am  a wife, mother, lover, friend, sister, daughter! 

I Want  to live according to God's will.  It's not so easy, but having faith helps! 

I Have  the best husband in the world! 

I Wish  I never met Lupus. 

I Hate  Lupus.

I Fear  not seeing my children married with children of their own.

I Hear  the television in the background.

I Search  for peace of mind. 

I Wonder  why some things happen. 

I Regret   Felice not wanting to be my friend anymore.

I Love  my husband and children so much.

I Ache  when someone I care about hurts. 

I Always try to do what is right.

I Usually  fall asleep on the couch.

I Am Not  a mean person.

I Dance  less than I would like to.

I Sing  even though I can't hold a tune at all.

I Never  lie. 

I Rarely  get out.

I Cry  a lot.

I Am  hoping to move to South Carolina within the next six years.

I'm Confused  a lot.

I Need  to stop smoking.

I Should  lose weight.